objective in life

transcend the existance - step up on the evolution stream - become even wiser - thats not what i want - my objectives are pretty silly for the others - i have no big expectations - nor big intentions - i just want to live my life - with mariana by my side - and well - being a little capitalistic - i just wanna have my money to buy my cds and gear - i am not perfect - but what the hell - i aint goint to heaven anyway

work experience

i could describe my work experiance with only one word - none - that would be perfect for it - but i have already worked - it was not a paying job - i was working as a volunteer on a handbal championship that happened in 2000 in my city - the only bad thing was that i was not payed - but it was of a great experience for me - i worked as a translator - well - i kinda speak english - and they needed a guy that spoke english - and well - there i was - i was more like a babysitter - i stayed with the greenlandic team all day long till midnite - and well - fixin some wierd mess that eventually happened - i really enjoyed workin there - being on the backstage of a big championship is really great - you get to know all the wierd stuff they try as hard as they can to hide from the viewers - tho i was suberbely treated - good food - free food - gourmet food - and lots of non-workin time during my workin period - guess it only happens once

student as a career

well - as i am still 18 - a significant portion of my time was spent in a school - since i was 2 years old i go to school - only three of them had the pleasure of having me between their students - pffft - anyways - the first one i studied was Babylândia - what a crap lameass name - and i stayed there during that part of your life u act like a dumb primate - the time u shit yourself and dont talk nothin more than wierd noises - when i was on the 1st grade i moved to Colégio Águia - another suckass name - it means Eagle School - i stayed there from the 1st till the 6th grade - but nothin really important happend at that period - unless being ignored and having lame and wierd friends is important - then i finally moved to the school i hate the most - despite the fact that a lot of good things happened there - Saint Louis School - not a lame name - but this school was like a concentration camp for the most snobbish lame idiotik motherfuckers of the city - not to mention that it was also the place for some animals that i refuse to talk about - well - i was the wierd element in the school - first i was one of the few peple that liked good music - and one of the fews that wasnt alienated - the rest was a bunch of zombies controlled by media and by the common sense - but there was an esception - something really amazing and important happened in that school - i met the most important person in my life - mariana - since the 7th i know her - well - and what happened from teh 7th to the seniour high is a long story - we started dating in the high school - on the first year - and since that day i kinda of isolated myself from the rest of the school - they pratically didnt mean a thing to me when mari was around - thats why i dont miss almost no one of my old school - i think i hate most of them - specially the people from the board of the school - they were a bunch of cunts - anyway - in brazil after the last year of high school u attend to a test to see if u can get into the university - is not like the sat - its pretty much worse - i attended to a test on psychology - i wont tell here the despair - the anguish - and al the bad stuff that happened during that period - fortunately i passed and im takin psychology in the best university of my city - unfortunately only one of my colleagues passed - well - i think fortunately - hehehe - im on the first period of university and im kickin back too much - its time i started studying hard - but instead of doin that - im here writing bullshit for a site no one will ever see - bah to me - i really suck

the future and a job

as i said above - im takin psychology - i still dont know what i want to do in the future relly - tho i have some things in mind - they are pretty dificult - but ill try anyway - i hope after i graduate on psychology i can take a post graduation course in europe - then i wish i could study till i have my phd and work as a researcher on a lab or on a university - i dont know if id like to become a shrink or something like that - people scares me sometimes - specially if theyre crazy